Listening to: Fish tanks
I need to take some time to search within myself. I need to start getting in touch with my artistic side that I'v been ignoring for years. I draw stuff and end up not finishing it or hating it in the end. Hopefully, If i can break this, I will be able to submit some pieces worth of being on here, something besides "Heroic". I think I just blow myself off sometimes when it comes to digital drawing. I compare myself to others too much and could be too hard on myself sometimes (which isn't all bad, but is in the doses I've been feeding myself with).
Years of college and events have crushed a part of who I used to be. Drawing used to be my escape. I've been going without it for so long (Because of lack of time) it's changed me. Life has trained me that drawing cartoons is foolish and I can't get my mind to wander into epic thoughts of Callie Frighter, Hero, Danny Phantom, or anything else. My mind now swims with worries about work, work in the future, car payments and bills, and relationships...I know my account has gone from many views, comments, friends, to a no man's land...but hopefully I can get myself and my art turned around here soon...